Just got a phone call. A rejection phone call. The day before Valentine's Day. Kaiser rejected me for insurance. Waiting to get the letter to figure out why. The wind is out from beneath my sails.
It's kinda like getting cut from varsity baseball all over again. Or failing that algebra test. Or getting rejected from your university of choice. Or the day the recount ended. What started as a promising day just became a stepping stone to the doldrums of tomorrow.

probably your smoking habit. and alcohol intake levels. and your short.
or maybe they read your blog , and did a count on how many times you poop a day. and recognized your work stress level as being TOO HIGH. and that you are probably TOO HIGH as well.
You have an amazing sense of melodrama!
Cheers to you!!