Got a note from Suzanne the other day. She actually wanted to know what happened to this site. Well Suzanne - I started taking myself too seriously. I also realized that the only people reading this site were family members -- which was seriously cramping my style as far as being honest.
I still can't be honest.
In fact -- all I can do is offer up this pithy post and wish that time would fast forward.
Monsieur will be here this weekend -- which is good. I need my friends now more than ever as I stumble along.
Ariel -- I'd send you that letter -- but the story keeps rewriting itself. Sorry.

send it anyway